Oh baby, mommy just loves you. I’m currently 4-6 weeks pregnant with you. Me and your daddy learned about you on December 15th. I’m not gon hold you we definitely took two plan b pills but you said fuck it I got here first. I cried and I cried and your daddy even let out a few tears himself. We knew we wanted you, but we truly had a fear that we wouldn’t be enough for you. We were scared we didn’t have enough to give you, but after a few long talks between each other, family, and God…I decided that we had enough love surrounding us to carry us as a family through. I want you to know that you were always wanted. Our hesitation was about what we could provide you. Life is currently not perfect, but we are working really hard to give you everything we can. Daddy and I love you very much. You already have such a tenacity to this world, everyone that knows me and daddy knew you were on the way lol. When I made the decision to keep you, I told myself I refused to be ashamed or apologize because you are not a mistake. You were made with love. I can not wait to meet you baby, I love you so much that I’m making you from scratch day by day. Love, Mommy